If I Were You (Inside Out Series Book 1)

By Lisa Renee Jones

The New York occasions bestselling INSIDE OUT sequence now in improvement for television with acclaimed manufacturer, Suzanne Todd!

How all of it Started...

One day i used to be a highschool instructor on summer season holiday, prime a comparatively uneventful yet chuffed lifestyles. Or so I instructed myself. Later, i might query that, as i'd query pretty well every little thing I knew approximately me, my relationships, and my wishes. all of it begun whilst my neighbor thrust a key to a garage unit at me. She'd acquired it to make more cash after staring at a few garage public sale exhibit. Now she used to be on her approach to the airport to elope with a guy she slightly knew, and he or she wanted me to filter out the unit prior to the hire expired.

Soon, i used to be status within a small room that held the intimate information of one other woman's existence, feeling uncomfortable, as though i used to be invading her privateness. Why had she enable these things so smartly packed, possessions that she sincerely cared approximately deeply, be misplaced at an public sale? pushed to determine through a few unnamed strength, i started to dig, to find this woman's existence, and sure, learn her journals--dark, erotic journals that I had no enterprise interpreting. as soon as i began, i could not cease. I learn on obsessively, dwelling out fantasies via her phrases that i might by no means dare adventure by myself, pressured through the 3 males in her existence, none of whom had names. I learn onward until eventually the final terrifying darkish access left me definite that whatever had occurred to this lady. I needed to locate her and verify she used to be okay.

Before lengthy, i used to be taking her task for the summer time on the artwork gallery, dwelling her lifestyles, and he or she was once nowhere to be stumbled on. i used to be changing into an individual i did not be aware of. i used to be changing into her.

The darkish, ardour it becomes...

Now, i'm operating at a prestigious gallery, the place i've got continually dreamed of being, and i have been dropped at your doorstep of numerous males, all of which I envision as one i have examine within the magazine. yet there's one guy that may name to me, that may wake up me in methods I by no means believed attainable. That guy is the ruggedly horny artist, Chris benefit, who desires to paint me. he's wealthy and well-known, and darkish in methods I is not going to locate interesting, yet I do. I so do. i do not comprehend why his darkish part appeals to me, however the appeal among us is wealthy with velvety delivers of pride. Chris is darkish, and so are his wishes, yet i can't shy away. he's broken underneath his convinced attractiveness and want for keep an eye on, and ultimately, i believe he wishes me. i want him.

All i do know for definite is that he is familiar with me like i do not even understand me, and he says i do know him. nonetheless, I preserve asking myself -- do i do know him? Did he comprehend her, the magazine author, and the place is she? And why does not it appear to subject anymore? there's simply him and me, and the burn for extra.

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I rack my mind over the photographs of him I’ve obvious and that i take note him otherwise. Do i've got his picture stressed with one other? “That’s Chris,” he confirms. “And as you can find, he has a wierd manner approximately him. He used to be status in his personal exhibit room and didn’t even let you know who he used to be. ” His fingers decide on his hips. “Listen, Tesse tells me you . . . I’m sorry, I didn’t get your identify? ” “Sara,” I provide. “Sara McMillan. ” “Sara,” he repeats, his tone low, as though he was once attempting it out on his tongue, attempting me out on his tongue. Seconds move, and the small demonstrate region turns out to get smaller prior to he provides, “Tesse used to be correct. Rebecca is on a depart of absence. ” His tone shifts again to all company now, and that i wonder whether I think the raspier tone. i'm, in any case, excelling at making myself loopy. “I see,” I say. “Is there the way to succeed in her? ” “If you determine a fashion, enable me know,” he says. “She took a two-week cruise with a few wealthy man she was once courting and that changed into the total summer time. I agreed simply because she’s solid at her task and the consumers love her. yet reckoning on interns who don’t be aware of what they’re doing is killing me. I’m going to need to get a person in the following to hide for her who really is familiar with what she is doing. ” “The whole summer,” I repeat uncomfortably, concentrating on the oddity that represents. All summer time is decades for a operating woman to go away her activity in the back of. And Mark’s remark concerning the “rich man” hit me simply as unsuitable for a few cause, although it might were basically his frustration over Rebecca’s prolonged go away. Or maybe . . . may he be jealous over this wealthy guy? My brows dip. “Leaving you excessive and dry like this—that doesn’t sound just like the dependable Rebecca my sister defined. ” “People aren’t consistently what they seem,” he says and motions towards Chris Merit’s displayed paintings. “The paintings doesn't consistently mimic the artist. You by no means recognize the genuine individual till you slide underneath their floor. ” Or glance of their cloth wardrobe drawer, i feel guiltily. yet Rebecca didn’t appear like an individual to expire on her activity to me. She enjoyed her task. in spite of this, i would be fallacious. As seduced as Rebecca have been by way of this international she’d created, she’d been scared, too. and that i need to know why greater than ever. What created such obsession, such worry? A surprising burn for solutions, a necessity to go away right here this night with anything greater than I got here with overcomes me, and prior to i will be able to cease myself, I blurt, “I can conceal Rebecca for the remainder of the summer time. I’m a instructor, so I’m on holiday. i've got a masters of arts from the paintings Institute and a bachelors in enterprise. I interned for 3 years on the Museum of contemporary artwork, and that i understand paintings. All paintings. try out me if you happen to like. ” His eyes slender a fragment, the silence crackling among us for numerous lengthy seconds. “You’re employed, Sara McMillan. you can begin on Monday. I’ll allow you to benefit from the remainder of your night. ” He lowers his voice. “Then you’ll be all mine. ” He turns and walks away. I blink, surprised. He’d simply employed me, yet he hadn’t even requested me one unmarried query. I hadn’t requested approximately hours or pay.

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